Sunday, April 22, 2012

Silence, darkness, reality

    Have you ever heard silence? How incredibly loud and annoying it is. Silence just scream the truth. With all of the whirling thoughts, spinning and spinning until they become so overwhelming. When questions with no answers are so loud, pressuring you to answer. You secretly know you already know the answers, but you won't admit to yourself. When silence brings up the horrible solutions and only reminds of what you should have done.
    They say people can see more clearly in the darkness. It scares me to even blink at the thought of what I might see. Imagination is the greatest fear anyone can have. Fear is only in our imaginations, our sub-conscious.  Schizophrenia, anxiety, depression, OCD, insomnia, all diseases of the mind which we think are curable by other people, but what we don't realize is it's our own damn fault. Our problems are causing it and only solving our problems can make them go away.
    I wish I could be nocturnal. To sleep in light with no darkness and no silence. When people are filling the air with words. Powerful words, meaningless words, neologisms, all kinds of words but no silence. When life just continues, people searching for a higher meaning in life. It always has to be something better, but what happens when you get to the best? Does the world stop searching? No because "everything could use improvement." Being human beings, we have the brain power to understand each other, but also to question each other. That ability can either lead the best of the best or the worst of the worst. Think about it. While you're thinking. Imagine. Close your eyes and imagine your worst fear coming to life. Right there before your eyes. Then open your eyes and all you can think is it was only your imagination. Isn't that what your mom told you when you had a bad dream? It's only your imagination and you can change it. What if your imagination is sending you subliminal messages? Screaming the truth