Choosing

Since when does a person have to choose between love
and the truest friend they ever had.
One wants to hurt themself
and the other one is mad
because I care so much
because I'm loyal to that person
I may look calm
but in my mind, I'm screaming and yelling and cursing
and I just wanna have peace
I just want them to be friends
I want them to get along
I want this hatred to end
But no
the fighting continues, it goes on and on
It replays in my head
like a never ending song
It's stressing me out
It's making me sad
Tell me,
Since when does person have to choose between love
and the truest friend they ever had