Broke the point

We all know everyone has a breaking point
but what happens when it's been broken
By her actions
and the words I left unspoken
I thought forgiveness is key
in the game of love because you were my token
But what you said made me want to lay down
to never be awoken
You broke my breaking point
what is there left to say
I've got pretend like I'm happy
so people think I'm okay
I've got to not cry
every time I see your face everyday
This is really stressing me out
I just want to run away
But I can't
and you know why
Since I can't cry when I see you
I go home and cry
I can't trust anyone because of you
so all I hear is lie after lie
You cast a spell on me
that I can't deny
that I love you
So why even try?

Choosing

Since when does a person have to choose between love
and the truest friend they ever had.
One wants to hurt themself
and the other one is mad
because I care so much
because I'm loyal to that person
I may look calm
but in my mind, I'm screaming and yelling and cursing
and I just wanna have peace
I just want them to be friends
I want them to get along
I want this hatred to end
But no
the fighting continues, it goes on and on
It replays in my head
like a never ending song
It's stressing me out
It's making me sad
Tell me,
Since when does person have to choose between love
and the truest friend they ever had

Confusion

Its the second worst feeling
of them all
The first is when I'm in love
I fall
But confusion leaves me helpless
like I'm a little kid
The emotions spinning in my head
and I try and try to get rid
That's why I hate confusion
There's so many other emotions involved
But still the first worst feeling is in love
when I fall.

Trust

Someone tell me what it is.
Tell me what it means.
Can you really trust a person?
Because some people aren't always as they seem.
I pored my heart out to you
I promised I would never lie.
But you never believe me
Leaving tears in my eyes
And to believe that stuff
I would never do
It really makes me wonder
Why I ever trusted you
All trust ever brought was pain
And my depression worsened
So tell me
Why should I trust a person?

Life

Life
it means you're breathing
Living
it means something different
but what's the reason?
Shouldn't they be the same
since they're part of the same word
You probably think they are
becuase it's something you heard
Well, they're not
Living means you're happy and having fun
You've gotten everything you wanted
Your day in the sun
Well, your sun is going down
and it's almost night
and you're about to go from knowing what living is
to the meaning of life